hopeless

thinking about the amount of time left before the day i have my papers,

looking at the list of topics which i have to study, the pile of notes which i have to read..

one word just appear in my mind: hopeless

hopeless until i can just laugh..the idea of finishing up the notes is just so impossible

better get started for today. there is no 'can' or 'cannot' finish..is HAVE TO. at least finish as much as possible..

will try. MUST TRY. no such thing called give up. i dont do dat